Maybe I will, and maybe I won’t…

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…pick a daisy in the grass

by the creek at the dam

chasing butterflies.

Homework assigned!

Capture the crickets

and their friend

the grasshopper,

a problem, this was not.

But to stick a pin in the thorax, well…

it seemed barbaric at the time!

Spinning dreams in the sunshine

with the breeze at my neck,

running fast

my feet would carry me,

seemed more sublime!

The civilized ruled

an F was divine.

As mother told me:

“It doesn’t matter!

That grade is not of thine

but of those who seek a feather

to put in their scholastic hat,

and say:

‘The best collection was done by a student of mine!'”

And so I got an A for living,

for freedom,

to inhale fresh air,

while others worried about growing up,

I thought, “I never will!”

And better yet,

the horse I ride

out to pasture to dine,

where it dawns on me that having the right answer

is a mistake…

and wish it not to be mine!

At Jacob’s Cemetery

Otherwise known as the Little Cemetery, or Pleasant Valley Cemetery.  Few epitaphs inhabit this place of rest, surrounded by a New England stone wall.  It is no longer in use, but sits quietly by the side of the road.  Inside, it is a world onto its own.  One only needs to squeeze through the fence.  At this time, it is barely approachable, with all of the snow.  Yet remnants of patriotism, and autumn past, still make their presence known.
Otherwise known as the Pleasant Valley Cemetery, few epitaphs inhabit this place of rest, surrounded by a New England stone wall. No longer in use, it sits quietly by the side of the road, inhabiting a world, onto its own. Only need to squeeze through the fence it is barely approachable, in times of snow. Yet remnants of patriotism, and autumn past, still make their presence known.

To tell a tale

If we could tell a tale, in the glimmer of the ice,
what tale would we tell?
What story would suffice?
Would it be a story, of love, or of war?
Would it be a sad soldier, knocking at the door?
Or a fine maiden, all aglow with delight,
to see that her loved one, made it home
without strife.
Love would endure, in this tale in the ice,
and heal the wounds, in the heart of the knight. GRB

On this day…

…seventy years ago, my dad was riding in a tank into a village called Mirfield, (Belgium?). He and his fellow soldiers were off to clear the village of Germans.  Although at first there was no evidence of the enemy, shortly they appeared, and there was some contact that went on.  This is towards the end of the Bulge.  Division 1 was Richard’s unit of combat.  Their job was to clean out any remnants of enemy soldiers, lurking in the abandoned buildings, on the landscape. As I sit in the comfort of my home in the 21st century, I reflect upon the pain and discomfort Richard had to endure during war.  In his entry of this day, he talks about the bitter cold temperatures they had to sleep in, in barns, and sties, where they unknowingly awoke to melting pig shit beneath them.  He speaks at one point of his battle with diarrhea, during combat, and how he would have to relieve himself every 15 minutes, which entailed jumping out of a fox hole to a barn in the midst of German threat in the air.  If he did not take care of this duty, the alternative was soiling his pants and there would be no replacement for his clothing.  Yet he describes this event with comic relief as his rushing in and out of the hole provided amusement for his fellow comrades. This description reveals an aspect of our author, I saw many times in his life and that was his unabashed willingness to relinquish his pride in dire situations of necessity.  He was always willing to gamble with his dignity when it meant giving himself wholly to another person, even if he became the butt of someone else’s laughter.  Bearing his soul at all cost was something people really loved about him.  I think it has to do with his place in growing up. With regards to the war, the whole package of obstacles, physical and emotional begin to add up, and in our mind should conjure an unimaginably dismal state of existence to live in, although, I am sure there are worse. The remarkable side to all this, are the words Richard uses to describe this time in his life.  He had an incredible will to endure and survive, whatever came his way, and he did this with deep faith, with hopes for a positive outcome.  He was an eternal optimist, a true Don Quijote.  An example for all of us, who feel down in the dumps, and think there is no way out.  In reading Richard’s words, one can find, there is always room to dream.